Fuck you for leaving me. You have ripped my heart from my chest and torn it to pieces and I want the world to leave me to be morbid and grieve all alone because I want to be left in peace to lie morosely on the dirty floor to decay until the ants peck at me and leave a thousand scars all over my body so that I could let the blood mix with tears in a bloody cocktail of hurt.
I needed to let you know how I would feel before you died because I know I will be more angry at you if you did not let me tell you how I would feel if you were to die before me.
I love you!
Dedicated to Jose Jurado
Photo by my two year old